Kiasu

I like me (becoming 2).

(sigh)
cold & warm outside
frigid faces & inviting smiles
coats & hoodies
tea & coffee steam twirl from enclosed cups

crescent moon peeks in the early morning sky
kids engulfed in conversation unscarved
lil' naive girls under-dressed in need of attention
cars speed pass with coat adorned drivers (I don't get it).

me. shaded. jaded in sneakers. squeezing in the stroll.
working out state of mind/ coffee in right gloved
(obsessed wit' self)

lips balmed
thinking bout future events. folk. love. hate.

need to be somewhere else. need to Be.

The year is upon me. (SI) surrounded by the vibes of Lauryn Hill and family. "Free, free..."
It's a moment I ponder 2010. I am reflecting on love (under Patron). It creeps. I can't front.
It was a part of me. Deny? refuse 2.
Merciful..

[I loved]

Happy New Yar

(and will again).

Rock Star

[free write]

today marks another tomorrow and confidence stands
alone in this cipher wit. Holding on to future/destiny
and purpose. Jung and his prolific work.
Malcolm X and Martin Luther King. Black men. reason 6ft. and hovering because of a "hue." Representation of this soul. Ain't nothing other! Blackness is a state of mind. It ain't poverty/ stupidity/ ignorance/ niggarty. It is lack in vision/greatness in a culture/ in a people/ in a folk who ancestors be "negra" forced middle passage. [Self-hate is anthrax deadly] (seen it). Rejection is seperation. Persona is souless. Ain't no nomad. Ain't wondering in No wilderness standing on the plains! I'll never forget my roots!

Happy New Year

Stay Black!

inlove really

nothing places a smile
like a full moon. tonight
be a east one.
clouds moving in steadily from the west
attracted. magnetic.

crisp air
fresh buzz
dried clothes. done for the year.

merriment fills
like no other. anticipating
a bountiful 10' already begun.
happy!

thank you sun for reflecting
making the darkest night_
day.

Happy New Year!

2009 gone..

big up yo self

remembering is good if you don't let it be the fear of you

no turning back

the key to happiness is to live life with no attatchments

all that I desire, I desire to FIRST give myself

I am glad I am black and KNOW it..KNOW what that means

I'm clever

and I am alright with me.

alien negra

Okay...

it's a new year in the air.

spontaneous love.

speak yo' mf'ing mind.

don't bite yo' mf'ing tongue.

dirty ass snow as the b26 stops.

sit.

bzz...

liberty is beautiful.

Heaven sent.

Great Dane named Micah.

watch, he comin!