The year is upon me. (SI) surrounded by the vibes of Lauryn Hill and family. "Free, free..."
It's a moment I ponder 2010. I am reflecting on love (under Patron). It creeps. I can't front.
It was a part of me. Deny? refuse 2.
Merciful..

[I loved]

Happy New Yar

(and will again).

Rock Star

[free write]

today marks another tomorrow and confidence stands
alone in this cipher wit. Holding on to future/destiny
and purpose. Jung and his prolific work.
Malcolm X and Martin Luther King. Black men. reason 6ft. and hovering because of a "hue." Representation of this soul. Ain't nothing other! Blackness is a state of mind. It ain't poverty/ stupidity/ ignorance/ niggarty. It is lack in vision/greatness in a culture/ in a people/ in a folk who ancestors be "negra" forced middle passage. [Self-hate is anthrax deadly] (seen it). Rejection is seperation. Persona is souless. Ain't no nomad. Ain't wondering in No wilderness standing on the plains! I'll never forget my roots!

Happy New Year

Stay Black!

inlove really

nothing places a smile
like a full moon. tonight
be a east one.
clouds moving in steadily from the west
attracted. magnetic.

crisp air
fresh buzz
dried clothes. done for the year.

merriment fills
like no other. anticipating
a bountiful 10' already begun.
happy!

thank you sun for reflecting
making the darkest night_
day.

Happy New Year!

2009 gone..

big up yo self

remembering is good if you don't let it be the fear of you

no turning back

the key to happiness is to live life with no attatchments

all that I desire, I desire to FIRST give myself

I am glad I am black and KNOW it..KNOW what that means

I'm clever

and I am alright with me.

alien negra

Okay...

it's a new year in the air.

spontaneous love.

speak yo' mf'ing mind.

don't bite yo' mf'ing tongue.

dirty ass snow as the b26 stops.

sit.

bzz...

liberty is beautiful.

Heaven sent.

Great Dane named Micah.

watch, he comin!

Kwanzaa

Umoja (unity).

resolve to have peace,
even if that means walking away from the familiar.

it's simply a feeling...

a fleeting feeling.

Umoja!

a moment!

Rock out!!!


no time for the bulls#!T!
if you don't mean me good....


fck you!

square

Mental stimuli..

Friday morning

dreamt, "be more concerned with things of the soul than on things of the physical."

music me

negraberry

[decipher]



why even bother wit the
trivial?
crashing under waves
of argue, disagree and this bulls#!t
to much.
bar callin for alcohol to drown
out the voice and merriment echos
then a rendezvous. same time
a month and 10 days
healin..

poeticSoul

beautiful penetration

Aww.. the beauty of music

melodic touch

sweetness beyond the censor.

In love..in love with tempo octave flow pitch

tone interval range crescendo decrescendo..

pluck..pluck..

electrical guitar stroke well. Pinnacle every time.

ancestral drums conjur up hip movement

blackness insight power strength

and wisdom..never ending.

Create a globe henceforth

worthy to bear the weight of

obssession to discover through kinetic invisible

because the weight is heavyhoney.

Aww...the beauty of music!

(untitled)

Haven't been feeling poetic
as of late.
the state of merriment and intermission
spin/ I fall.
Sorting through why's and
reasons have soiled the flow/hate
sits aside swinging
it's left foot desiring to be bitten into/stain
enamel and spoil destiny/
I just
haven't been feeling poetic
as of late.

POETRY

MusicMe

Prayer:


"sOON, the sun will shine upon my lips as noon; causing a skip in step." Selah.





This my gurl right here. I live vicariously through her. She kindred.
I am speechless still my cipher keeps rollin'... "Thank God for music!"

MusicMe

Coldplay

ass legacy

sex dominates(see images)


Wordless. Speechless..
unrelenting nag of...
making sense of riot gear and heels-
made up dolled faces-
airbrushed asses/ computer dr.
tucks appearing
beautiful-bc-capital-to
pretend. "Siren's" of
hell pussy and dck down(d)..
visual stimuli/brain dead.? 

What is the future of black women
besides asses? what is the precentage of ass&video pass-arounds
compared to educated black women?

I have a daughter. Will the real black women leaving behind a legacy, please stand up!"

unpoetic.?

I gotta write a paper.
A formatted, clear paper.

(what does one have to do wit the other?)

POETRY

NARCISSISM n.

excessive self-love or egocentrism.

the taking of one's own ego

 or body as a sexual object

 or

 focus  of the libido

 or

 the seeking

 or

 choice of another for relational purposes

 on the basis of his

 or

 her own similarity to the Self.

                                                               

 

(untitled)


Lying like a rug/
Smelling of a rat/
Words piercing deep/
Caress of razors/
Kiss of posion/
Stare of deceit ..
Forever vigilent in the quest for the unseen.


can't you see it's a pursuit of happiness?


there can be no rest for the likes of me. there can be no rest!
Toss turn like.
"don't feel no pity."
Willing is the friend of the daring.


can't you see it's a pursuit of something greater than?


there can be no rest for the likes of me. there can be no rest!

Toss turn like.

"don't feel no pity."

Willing is the friend of the daring.

reasoning

Tailor made for the
vision.
Chisled mountain side,
wind smoothed
rain polished.

On The Ocean

KJon

MySpace Music Videos

It's Family!

Jill Scott

For those family members that we "love" so dearly at gatherings!

Feelingmelodiclike

..you know it varies but is consistent,

                             
                              E.Badu. Folk.
                      

                                           and it's all me!

                                    

POETRY

Amel Larrieux

Sweet Misery..

Don't give in.
Dig pass asphalt. concrete. rocks.
crust. upper mantle.
transition layer.
lower mantle. D' layer. outer core.
inner core.
dig til you see light.

                                
stretch

Beauty moves

like night and day

on the axis of

pivotal point

starring..


You.

Dug in the crates for this one! "Single Life" dropped in 1985.  I wasn't quite a teenager but  I jammed to this song. It's lyrical content moved  me! I give you "Cameo."

security?

“s/he still belongs to someone else
why han_g self over
reality?”


It’s a lesson.

POETRY

realms(knee bent)

intertwined locust

climbing about her frame

enrapture enslave imprison

sticky sappy fingers

grabbing reaching hoping

controlling robotic mov’t

candle burning chanting

ancestors rising from dirt

freedom in relentless

release reveal invoke

mental stability security

non-controlling robotic mov’t

Emotion

Love feels like rocks in yo tummy
Love feels like mountains on yo head.
Love feels like mushy bananas under yo feet
Love feels like confusion in a well lit place
Love feels like dizzy spinning out control
Love feels like a headache in your heart.
Love feels like getting up 3 in the morn and walking to his/her house.
Love feels like crying til' dried out.
Love feels like misery.
Love feels like peace.
Love feels like joy.
Love feels like, "I can do anything!"
Love feels like the sunrise.
Love feels like splashing water on yo face.
Love feels like a full moon.


What doesn't it feel like? is it really, Love? really?

This is all I am saying..

Good Love Anita Baker


Ah, many days it goes unspoken
But this desire never seems to go away
It's gonna take much more than
hope to bring you close
I think I'll pray


I hear you say you've got a lot to give up
And there is so much more this
heart of mine can take
If what you have to bring to
me is positive you send it
right away
Right away

I want to know what good love feels like
Good love, good love
I want a love that's sure to
stand the test of time
I want to know what good love feels like
Good love, good love
Morning, noon and night, forever all my life
Good love. good love
Good love, good love
There is a void that stands between us
And it seems it's getting harder to relate
Never in my wildest dreams did I imagine
Life this way

I want to know what good love feels like
Good love. good love
I want a love that's sure to
stand the test of time
I want to know what good love feels like
Good love, good love
Hear me when I say, bring it to me baby


Babe. you're the man I hear you say you are
I don't quite understand why loving me is so hard
Never have I felt the need to be this close
Words cannot say, heaven only knows

Ad: superheroes needed

                   cosmoswide search

She see’s the cut of his chest

from under his polo.

He smells of fine&strength

offers her a drink

American Express black. cranberry.

compliments her on her style. smile..

while at home sits her family

a lil’ boy. her man

video gaming over a connect of

education & girls..

she smiles at this handsome stranger

then say’s,   “Look, you fine and all, but I

got a family at home I'm holding together,

but dam! Enjoy your night.” she walks away. (he ain't as fine as my man anyway!)

that is a superhero!

he see’s the outline of that asss. that framework..

dem breast sittin' pretty

she giving em' energy. "proton energy."

“Hello.” she articulates.

he’s flattered.dam..!

while at home sits his family

a lil’ girl and his lady

cutting up pineapples

over boys and mind state..

he smiles at the pretty stranger

then say’s, “Look, you fine, but I got a family

at home I’m holding together,

but, dam! Enjoy your night.” he walks away. (she ain't as fine as my lady anyway!)

that is a superhero! the extraordinary!

At night’s end both go home to

their loved one’s.

“How was your night baby?”

"It was a good night. “thought of you. I love my family."

How many tonight? she/he ask.

"3."

"My baby still got it!"

(butt tap!)

any superhero’s out there? speak from your podium.

MusicMe

RISING ICONS is about the only good thing about BET.
Check out url.

http://a3urbanmusic.com/2009/11/video-melanie-fiona-on-bet-rising-icons/

I like this woman! I do. She type "hot." I hope she blows out the superficial commerical self-proclaimed divas.